2:37 AM View Comments

Saddam...

You can read more about him here, but here are my thoughts.

At a time were the US was shaken to its core from the largest terrorism attack on our soil we were left grasping for meaning, answers, and revenge. President Bush received more support and his approval rating skyrocketed through the roof with his leadership during the crises. Shortly after Americans began to pull themselves together our sights were set on Iraq, and most notably, Saddam. An Iraq invasion that led to him being dragged out of a hole in the middle of nowhere, recently he was hung.

When you think about what goes on emotionally during this process, it confuses logic. Saddam was convicted not even 60 days ago, today he is dead. This had made me think allot about the situation lately. Many times in America prisoners sit in cells for the better parts of their lives waiting to be executed, Saddam had less than two months. Don't get me wrong I am not grieving for him...they described the execution in one article and someone was making fun of him as he was getting ready to be hung and he said 'Go to hell!', as far as we know those are his last words....I think that shows us a little about his character. Can you imagine you are being led up to a platform looking around seeing everyone, you get up to the platform to meet 3-4 guys in black hoods, someone puts a rope around your neck and then blindfolds you. A couple seconds go by and you instantly fall to your death.

What kind of thoughts are going through your head, what kind of fears? What kind of emptiness? In one of the article I was reading they said he had 400 of the top leaders in his nation come to a meeting where he claimed there was a plot to over through him and he read there names out loud and people came in the room and arrested and killed the people as he read their names....What were those people thinking? Later it was found out there was no plot...except for Saddam to be able to execute his top challengers.

I think about the death penalty and question the morality of it and I am very strong in my stance on it right now...I am completely for it in most cases, I think anyone who intentionally kills 5 or more needs to pay for it and it needs to be carrier our quicker than it is, but I am not sure about people who kill fewer than people, I think it depends on the heinousness of the crime. This stance though....does not prevent me from contemplating the tragedy of death and the death penalty and what those people go through.

Anyone who hates, anyone who is so evil as to look at someone begging for mercy and kill them anyway, anyone who murders the defenseless, or who gets a high from killing, those people need to be rid of. This is were my faith makes things hard because the price has already been paid, still I am definitely for the death penalty. The less of these people who are in the world the better...still, does the evil go away or just the person?

This event, this place in time with Saddam being hung will forever be recorded in history and we are experiencing it right now...I guarantee the more you know about Saddam the more you will see his death as justified, but is always think about the mindset of the person dying. Whether its a person who was the killer, like Saddam, or the people he killed and there terror they experienced. I can't handle it long, but I can't not think about it. I feel sorry for Saddam, the emotional turmoil he experienced, but he made choices and those choices have consequences. Did you know this guy was worth approximately 7B when he died? Yes that's a 'B' as in billion. This was a guy who saw himself as untouchable and got his way with what he wanted, he enjoyed playing God. And now he has met Him...and it's to late.



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11:28 PM View Comments

January 1st

January 1st I will be starting my new position at the South Bend Sprint Store location. Basically i will be transfered from my current location at the Mishawaka Store to the South Bend Store. This does come with a promotion and a little bit of a pay raise (very excited), but more importantly....well I guess that's the most important part. The position is the exact same thing I do now but I get a higher hourly pay plus my codes will be able to over-ride more things. I will also be relied on more to open, close, and be involved with some managing of the sales floor. In the new position I am not quite management but more than just a rep, I guess that's good.

I tallked to my regional manager on the way home from Christmas and he will be expecting a lot of things from me that I have no experience in or qualifications and will receive no training (gotta love iPCS). Not only that but I will only be at the new store a week and then i will need to take a week off when we have our baby. On top of that the manager at the new store is leaving around the time I take off to have our baby. This means I will have more responsibility than normal due to extenuating circumstances. Anyway I thought I would let everyone know.

P.S. Is anyone making any temporary new year resolutions? I will be making the normal:
1. Spend more time with God / Family
2. Get my website up and running
3. Loose weight
4. Save up an emergency fund (check daveramsey.com for details)
5. New House
What about you?
10:21 PM View Comments

Christmas Break...

Most of us associate breaks as a period of time between two busy normal periods of time. Christmas break was exacly that. I had four days off in a row, but there was no break as i was gone non-stop. Sunday i went in to work for 30 min. to get a phone for my grandma. Then to Goshen...up all night early to rise (ok so we got up at 10 am but we were operating on about 6 hrs. of sleep...and i am not in college anymore so it's not working for me.)

Then Monday, wake up do gifts with family, extended faminly, then off to Angola where we were up all night and early to rise (ok so we got up at 10 am but we were operating on about 6 hrs. of sleep...and i am not in college anymore so it's not working for me.).

Then Tuesday, wake up do gifts with in-law family, and watch movie's all night and early to rise for sweeper evaluations Wensday (ok so we got up at 10 am but we were operating on about 6 hrs. of sleep...and i am not in college anymore so it's not working for me.) Sweeper guy comes, we say let us think about it then pack up and off we go to our home....BUT a detour sends us off couse and to the Essenhaus (which means eating house) for supper before going home, staying up late to update my blog for all you folks and early to rise for work (ok so work starts at 10 am but i will be operating on about 6 hrs. of sleep...and i am not in college anymore so it's not working for me.)

So you see there was no break (i get there were a few gaps in time but when you are not at home you are always kind of 'on' so in that respect there is no break).

I hope you all enjoyed my story, my Christmas was productive in landing me some favorite movies, two new pairs of jeans (get it pairs...ok) and shirts. Some nice candy (unfortunately no new belts ) and some other stuff... I forgot to say it on the 25th so i will say it now and you all will just have to forgive my tardy-ness...

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
12:30 AM View Comments

Tonight at the Mishawaka Sprint Store...

Last night ended with a bang at work. We had a couple guys come into the store some Notre Dame fans may have heard of, so i thought i would list them here:
Munir Prince
Kallen Wade
Barry Gallup
Derrel Hand
Asaph Schwapp
David Grimes
Tom Zbikowski

Some others i have met at work include:
Mark LeVoire & Here (Now plays for the Bears)
Bob Morton
Demetrius Jones
Richard Jackson
Evan Sharpley
Chase Anastasio
Ryan Harris
Mitchell Thomas
Marcus Freeman

And i have also met Justing Upton, #1 draft pick in all of MLB in 2006, cool huh?
7:17 PM View Comments

Website...

I am creating a website, i thought everyone would like to know. Please don't start calling me Ant all at the same time

p.s. no offense to Ant, while he may be ok with being in my shoes...i don't want to trade shoes with him, he has stinky feet.
2:32 AM View Comments

thoughts.....

While I was walking tonight I was thinking that what I am looking for in a church is a place where people take God home with them after the service instead of leaving Him in their pews with their now discarded bulletins. Anyway just some thoughts.
7:42 PM View Comments

posting from my treo ;)

Today I was talking to a friend and while I was talking to him I think I realized the difference between a life totally surrendered to God and a Christian who is still in control. And while I am the latter I think to someone who is completely surrendered it must be sad to see those who aren't. Let me tell you it challenges me to surrender myself.
10:37 PM View Comments

New Phone...

I recently got a new phone! It is a Palm Treo 700wx and looks like this. Needless to say I am very happy about this new development and will update you all as much as is necessary.
11:36 AM View Comments

Basketball...

Last night I got the opportunity to get back on the basketball court after a 1 year layoff. So sure, I was a little rusty, a little slower than last time, and a little winded. You should have seen me dunk though, it was tight! Anyway, one of the many times I went sky high into the air to block a pass I came down the wrong way on my left leg and severely sprained my knee (so severely I went to MedPoint, so you know it was serious). Before everyone goes crazy, my team will be fine and we should still make the playoffs, however, I will be on injured reserve for about the next 6 weeks so….what can you do? Anyway, I thought you would all want to know. You also may get the urge to laugh at me when you see how much I am limping, but trust me, that wouldn’t be a good idea. You may be the next thing to get dunked when I get back on the court!